take a risk

Depression sucks..

We all been there done that well most have been there and some never came out of it

Suck form them but they can’t help it

But what they need is a friend

A friend that will always be there unfortunately I never had that but who cares about me I care about everyone’s safety. And I know cutter and I knew how they feel I knew they want help and I know they are too afraid to ask for help. Like I said been there done that

But cutter just ask for help and see where it takes you. Take a risk. Even if it may change your life

DEATH????

One word comes to mind a time when the world is depressed and you blame yourself for everything that one word kills you inside. That hauts you in your dreaming making you wake up screaming and terrified. One word that is so uncomfortable for people to talk about. One word that just screams out to us that it is our time and we must make the most of what little time we have to left to live it the way we want to. One word that comes after life. That word is DEATH. Death is something we can’t escape something we need to talk about and get over that fact that we will die.

So laugh at death like I do. And get over ur fear of it

ugh. to the cutters like me

We sit here watching our lives pass us by not even realizing the ones we love are hurting so much to the point they die. Do we mean everything to happen that way . do we even want them to hurt.

We go on just being ourselves even though were hated for it. We go on being hated by our parents and they never realize that we hurt so much inside till its too late.

Do they think they can help. They only make it worse. You try and help. You need a friend .. but you have none. So what do you do. You turn to a razor and cut but y can’t you just talk to someone

Beuz it so fucking hard for ppl who aren’t cutters to understand how we think to understand how we feel inside. To know what we are going through. But who cares. Were just looked down upon by everyone. And we hide ourselves being someone else someone were not. No one cares do they that’s what we keep thinking to ourselves. But why can’t we just see the world around us. Why can’t we just ask for. Help becuz we wan tot prove that were better then ourselves that we can feel better this way that we can help ourselves when alls we do is hurt ourselves. I mean it hurts. it gives us happiness for only a moment then its gone and were still left depressed. Do we even care that we stayed depressed all the time pissed off at everyone. Sad cuz everything around us is fading in to a depressing memory of something we hate. Who cares!!!!!!!

I care someone usually says but we sit back and don’t believe it and what happens next is …

Well you made that decision and only you know happened